Today is the first day of my relationship with blogging! And quite frankly, its the only relationship I have going for me right now. The love of my life and I split on mothers day. Mmm, yes. I said it. Mothers Day. Oh I know, he's a jerk, but I love him. It's even worse because he was my high school sweetheart. The first love ive ever been in that was reciprocated. I could go on about him, OR talk about life PM (post-muffin). Well, like any girl who's aware of herself to the point that I am aware of myself would do, I rebounded...hard. I knew there was no way I could just let the days pass and try to get over him so I looked for a distraction. any distraction. So I found about...4? 5? different distractions. And surprisingly, it worked like a charm. I realized as I looked around my classrooms...I could've talked to so many more guys had I not been with him ALL semester. Out of the 5 I picked my fave 3 and paid attention to them, or as much attention a girl with 3 boys can give. So speed up a little and here I am, graduated from high school, and fighting the "I can get over you" battle. But that's a little hard when....you've "miraculously" managed to plant yourself back into his life. So im still talking to him...and i've dropped a fave 3, but ive really started to focus on one of the 3. I'm going to put myself in a jam, and i'm not trying to avoid that, so hand me the bread!
Now that I've gotten that off my chest, id like to announce that my blog will be dedicated to all things my life related until I start college! songs of the day, Weekday themed topics and O.M.G (Oh My Glitter) moments of the week!! Blog Shouts to my friend Katelyn for the idea!
Here's hoping you'll #StaySparkly
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